Chapter 101: Wedding Night
She considered herself selfish and self-serving, placing her own well-being above all else and believing that nothing in this world was more important than her own life. However, she risked her life on the edge of peril in order to be with him and have precious moments with him.
她自认为自己自私自利，最爱自己，在这个世界上没有什么比自己的命还重要，可是为了和他在一起，为了和他能度过一些甜蜜的时刻，自己把自己的命放在了悬崖边上的危险处，自己把脖子送到了刀口处。
Although we are married, but we haven''t consummated our marriage, I feel sorry for him.
虽然我们结婚了，但是我们并未圆房，于此事上我很自责。
Yet, my background is different from that of ordinary women. I have seen so many untrustworthy men. even though I love and trust him. It''s difficult for me to believe that there are good men in this world, But our sweetness isn''t fully sincere. It''s like a lovely dream that breaks with only one touch.
但是我的身世本就与普通女子不一样，见多了坏男人，就很难相信这世上有好男人，即便我也爱他，信他。可是我们的甜蜜不那么真实，就好像是一个美梦，一点就破。
During our time together, I hesitated, wavered, and struggled to overcome my final barrier.
所以我和他的相处中，我徘徊不前，我犹豫不决，我始终难以让自己突破最后一层防线。
Bound by lingering thoughts and unable to escape. Love and uncertainty are intertwined in a peaceful, dreamy state.
心事缠难解，情疑梦是非。
In confusion, the truth I yearn to find, I''m searching for the truth amid uncertainty, my essence in a mental trance.
迷茫觅真理，梦中寻自我。
My love has no boundaries. He''s a warm spring wind.
我柔情万种，他暖如春风。
He fills my heart with affection and keeps our connection strong.
心中盈满爱意，相伴如影随踪。
Whispers reveal our souls, secrets freely shared, Embracing the entangled threads, and an embrace is announced by encircling the knotted strands.
柔声呢喃倾诉，情丝缠绕缱绻
Gentle actions melt the icy chill, a warmth untold, Crafting a blissful chapter, our tale to unfold.
温柔融化冰雪，共筑幸福时光。
He always looked at me tenderly. I saw his patience and tenderness towards me, always considerate and caring about m